So finally it did not turn out to be all that original. I was pleased with the thought that Randomly Yours would be one of its kind, at least in terms of the title. Why did I not recall that if I had thought of it nearly every one of those six billion and some people in this world who can read and write English would have thought of that title.
That was what a simple Google search made me realise. If that was not enough Google did not bring up my blog even on the first dozen pages. My fragile heart was too devastated to go beyond those dozen pages. I was afraid that if my blog did not show up at all even after I had run through all the hits I would be too heart broken to live down that disappointment.
I tried different key word combinations. No luck.
So here I am, notwithstanding all those kind words that friends who clicked on the link I sent said about my post, sitting with this realisation that my blogs are not going to fetch me that fifteen seconds of glory that American movies talk about. Certainly not any time soon.
My blogs shall remain what I expected them to be when I wrote the first post - an act of pure self indulgence.
Nanni. Namaskaram.
That was what a simple Google search made me realise. If that was not enough Google did not bring up my blog even on the first dozen pages. My fragile heart was too devastated to go beyond those dozen pages. I was afraid that if my blog did not show up at all even after I had run through all the hits I would be too heart broken to live down that disappointment.
I tried different key word combinations. No luck.
So here I am, notwithstanding all those kind words that friends who clicked on the link I sent said about my post, sitting with this realisation that my blogs are not going to fetch me that fifteen seconds of glory that American movies talk about. Certainly not any time soon.
My blogs shall remain what I expected them to be when I wrote the first post - an act of pure self indulgence.
Nanni. Namaskaram.
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